Bleah

-Feeling like a complete arsehole today. Nothing like guilt to twist my guts into knots. The Gordian solution looks tempting. But, will persevere: Do my work, drink some more water, eat a good lunch, calmly meditate on how to Do The Right Thing, and Learn From This Experience.

-One thought is to start a meme that is the antithesis of all the "Share a happy memory of me" memes that go around. Namely, the "Please tell me the most arsehole-y thing I've ever done to you" meme. However, given the current state of my self-esteem, reading the responses would probably kill me dead. No, seriously, my stomach would knot so tight that I'd turn inside out, slump into a puddle, and the coroner would be saying stuff like, "Bring the shovel, Zach." So, right now, no thank you. I'll wait until I'm feeling on top of the world and need an anti-anodyne.

(If you decide to use that meme yourself, I might suggest screening comments. It can be a useful learning experience for you without being a public stoning.)

(Oh, what am I feeling guilty about, you ask? I may go into it later, probably on a filter.)

At Least, There is Symmetry

-I don't usually do these things, but...

( ... I took the D&D alignment quiz... )

-That's pretty much the result I expected, though I don't think I fit any of their descriptions of "true neutral". On the law-chaos axis, I favor a relatively small number of rules with broad applicability. On the good-evil axis, I try not to hurt other people (and sometimes fail, badly), but I'm also very self-absorbed and not terribly altruistic.

-Hmm. This has reaffirmed my intent to write a D&D supplement all about the true neutral alignment. The Vile and the Exalted shouldn't have all the fun.